Embracing the sissy slut i was born to be and introducing Miss Suzi, my cuckoldress in training
Where to begin? If i started at the beginning of my journey over 30 years ago, Id never get to the main point of this blog...which is to tell about my journey of fully embracing who i am as well as meeting the female love of my life, Miss Suzi, our adventures, frustrations and milestones!
Since 2000 i have been learning and training in the bbc worship lifestyle. After 5 years training with my ex she repented and divorced.
Long story short, i tried to be "normal" and date females only, as i was raising a kid and something seemed to be missing. I was back in iowa at the abs after moving in with a drama queen and moving 3 months later and found myself back on my knees working cock when i realized that is was the need to service cock that was missing.
I then went a couple years finding who and what i was and again...something missing.
I met a black man who wanted me to dress for him and i found myself being a bitch without ANY hesitation, begging to be bred like a bitch and feeling so girly...
Thats what was missing, i thought...it was during this time that i learned to truly love gagging on big cocks and wanting more and i got more...giggle
I met my love around this time and this woman was a special one from the get go. From the first time i touched her i knew she had the desire aof a true slut wanting to be released...
Wellll....she confronted me about pics of me online dressed, sucking cocks, being fucked etc and for the first time ever, i admitted it to her without hardly any guilt.
That was 2 years ago....in the past 2 years we have had exhilerating experiences together with black men, followed by frustarations of life and the fact that i am more experienced serving men than my Miss, leaving her overwhelmed and questioning things and me frusterated and trying to find the right pace for her to learn and adapt to the realization that her lover is a sissyslut tgurl transforming nicely.
After communicating our feelings about serving together, my feminization, my desire to service men and more, we are on our way. Its great to communicate, we have communicated more in 2 than the 5 years my ex trained me as her sissy.
Miss Suzi has come so far and i can see that she is sub for blacks (reminds me of myself at her stage alot!), and she is finding her dom self as she continues to fem me with heavy nipple/tit work, toenail painting, reminding me to shave etc.
I am now pumping my tits 2-3 nights a week for 25 minutes, keeping toes painted and pantied 24/7. I have no male underwear, use womens deodorant and wear womens perfume. Miss is also starting chastity and am hoping to get a pump for my asspussy to work on stretching my lips and start plug training again as well.
I have NEVER felt so feminine...and felt so calm and all around right. I feel myself becoming the girl i was born to be and watching the typical white man machismo all but fade away and i simply adore it!
I believe this has also made me even more sub to Miss Suzi...i truly felt the need to give her myself to mold as her sissy girl after serving bbc together, but seeing my tits grow, curves form and whole mindset too makes me proud and know that Miss Suzi NEEDS blacks to fuck her like she deserves and also cements my need to serve black men or be an abs whore if black men arent available.
Miss Suzi, i know you are reading this..know i love you with all i have, ty for coming on this journey with me...im looking forward to many years of serving both you, black man and men needing to unload. Im honored to be your sissyslut!
I am proposing a cock weekend once a month, where we serve BBC together, Miss fucks alone while sissy serves at abs or however it works.
I do promise to stay shaved 24/7, service Miss Suzis pussy or ? on demand, stay pantied 24/7, inform Miss on potential cocks and take vid whenever possible is Miss isnt present for her viewing pleasure.
I also promise to be the best, naughtiest sissy slut in MN and make my Miss proud!
We are looking for black men, sissies, mistresses and other like minded peeps in our area for RT fun, chat and friendship.
Fell free to add ideas and comments and stay tuned...Two sluts are about to be unleashed in 2014
Since 2000 i have been learning and training in the bbc worship lifestyle. After 5 years training with my ex she repented and divorced.
Long story short, i tried to be "normal" and date females only, as i was raising a kid and something seemed to be missing. I was back in iowa at the abs after moving in with a drama queen and moving 3 months later and found myself back on my knees working cock when i realized that is was the need to service cock that was missing.
I then went a couple years finding who and what i was and again...something missing.
I met a black man who wanted me to dress for him and i found myself being a bitch without ANY hesitation, begging to be bred like a bitch and feeling so girly...
Thats what was missing, i thought...it was during this time that i learned to truly love gagging on big cocks and wanting more and i got more...giggle
I met my love around this time and this woman was a special one from the get go. From the first time i touched her i knew she had the desire aof a true slut wanting to be released...
Wellll....she confronted me about pics of me online dressed, sucking cocks, being fucked etc and for the first time ever, i admitted it to her without hardly any guilt.
That was 2 years ago....in the past 2 years we have had exhilerating experiences together with black men, followed by frustarations of life and the fact that i am more experienced serving men than my Miss, leaving her overwhelmed and questioning things and me frusterated and trying to find the right pace for her to learn and adapt to the realization that her lover is a sissyslut tgurl transforming nicely.
After communicating our feelings about serving together, my feminization, my desire to service men and more, we are on our way. Its great to communicate, we have communicated more in 2 than the 5 years my ex trained me as her sissy.
Miss Suzi has come so far and i can see that she is sub for blacks (reminds me of myself at her stage alot!), and she is finding her dom self as she continues to fem me with heavy nipple/tit work, toenail painting, reminding me to shave etc.
I am now pumping my tits 2-3 nights a week for 25 minutes, keeping toes painted and pantied 24/7. I have no male underwear, use womens deodorant and wear womens perfume. Miss is also starting chastity and am hoping to get a pump for my asspussy to work on stretching my lips and start plug training again as well.
I have NEVER felt so feminine...and felt so calm and all around right. I feel myself becoming the girl i was born to be and watching the typical white man machismo all but fade away and i simply adore it!
I believe this has also made me even more sub to Miss Suzi...i truly felt the need to give her myself to mold as her sissy girl after serving bbc together, but seeing my tits grow, curves form and whole mindset too makes me proud and know that Miss Suzi NEEDS blacks to fuck her like she deserves and also cements my need to serve black men or be an abs whore if black men arent available.
Miss Suzi, i know you are reading this..know i love you with all i have, ty for coming on this journey with me...im looking forward to many years of serving both you, black man and men needing to unload. Im honored to be your sissyslut!
I am proposing a cock weekend once a month, where we serve BBC together, Miss fucks alone while sissy serves at abs or however it works.
I do promise to stay shaved 24/7, service Miss Suzis pussy or ? on demand, stay pantied 24/7, inform Miss on potential cocks and take vid whenever possible is Miss isnt present for her viewing pleasure.
I also promise to be the best, naughtiest sissy slut in MN and make my Miss proud!
We are looking for black men, sissies, mistresses and other like minded peeps in our area for RT fun, chat and friendship.
Fell free to add ideas and comments and stay tuned...Two sluts are about to be unleashed in 2014
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